Gwen Demulder

Yes it’s true, I have too much stress. The slightest mishap can make me go crazy, or when something doesn’t work immediately I feel like smashing it to pieces or giving it up.

I don’t know what is wrong with me but I know I won’t be able to keep this up. It just annoys me enormously that I can’t just arrive somewhere do the job and not care if it works or doesn’t. I shouldn’t care because either possibility will get me nothing. If I can’t fix it the client will whine, if I can fix it the client will whine about something else. People are only happy when they can whine, they’re especially happy if they can whine to me.

Oddly enough outside of work I am relaxed. I’m even happy. But right before I go to sleep I start thinking again, about the day of work that’s to come. New reasons and scenario’s where I’m about to burst of stress.

Maybe my next investion should be a stress relief ball